My Lullaby
In the fading light
I look on as sleep you fight
But you can't resist
Sleeps sweet kiss
To say I wasn't sad would be a lie
But still I sang your lullaby
I can't imagine what you see
When you look at me
Can you smell it on my breath
As it ever so slowly causes my death
Its taking me away from you
Oh God I hope it doesn't kill you too.
I tell myself again,
Tonight I won't fall to this sin
But I still take the drink
Taking me a step closer to the voids brink.
How can I live now
When I can't help but bow
To my own temptation
Like so many in this nation
The war goes on inside
Even myself I can't abide.
As I hold the knife
I hope that you have a happy life.
Good Bye