My imploding heart

The freaks come out at night yet it seems she broke my heart by dawn

A smile from your face so fake yet it’s the one I have won

Whispers of lies into my ear since this fake love has sprung to life

 We started off with a push as if from a spring

Mountains of emotions we overcame

A sea of haters we saw and upon it we still held hands and ran…

Final destruction a few steps in.

Not yet even a smooth introduction whispers of hate I thought were whispers of love

Showers of bullets u aimed at my heart I thought u just wanted a hug

so much anger built up inside me I feel like I'm about to explode

lucks on your side tho cuz even tho my heart u have caused to implode,

 with the magnitude of ur hate that u disguised as love.

 cuz if u didn't hate me y  would u do something so extreme to one u loved

I cared for u as if u were a queen u treated me as a disowned servant no communication

are u kidding me without that a relationship is worthless so this is an ode written for our final farewell

I bid u good tidings and it seems that for me my wish really didn't come true

it seems like the quarter I tossed in that wishing well got pulled out.

u tossed my heart and "shot it up" as it fell yet I felt sorry for u

 cuz u have always been heartless, from the start

however u may have broken my heart but this soul I'll never part

here I believe u shall keep this work of art cuz I made this for u with the blood from my heart

thank u God for tearing us apart.

u saved my future and turned it from utter decay and sure ruin to a much higher place

now that I have experienced part one of ruin.

my vistas now clear nothings in my way prospects now ill dissect bye bye haters i aint fall yet

 and if I did I wouldn't stay down so u are now free to watch the show gather around