There was this one knock at the door and I knew who it was,

I knew it was him on the door,

Happiness, excitment, nervousness everything rushed inside me,

I wanted to run towards him but I stopped myself,

Gathering all that mixed feeling i was going through, inside me 

I calmed my nerves and went to the door.

Opening up I saw him with a big grin on his face and he said "Meet my life" pointing

towards a person who was making her way towards him.

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Let these feelings flush out completely,

For I am unable to hide my scares from him.

I no longer want to care about him

as I know I am hurting myself by doing so.