My Dead Lover
Now I understand the reasons why
I can't destroy my existence
Since it is only made up of
Pure rages and happiness.
He sees the side of me
No one ever gets to feel.
Manners aren't needed at all
To love ruthless hell.
I am the least palace to
Claim balls of waltzing sunshine.
He sees the melting love that empties
From a single touch escaped in the
Small spaces of spared time.
I slipped for the careless mistakes
Buried underneath innocent, harmless
Greetings I said to you.
What am I playing here?
To win my pride over yours?
Aren't you playing it along with me?
Why should I even follow any rules
To this stupid game
While you break them all.
I was never satisfied,
Fed up with common ground,
Too easily caught in the
Door
Hand jammed
No more blood can spill
As fast of that rate of
My heart breaking over
One
Simple
Smile
Coated in honeydew eyes.
Ignoring all the signs is
Closely to dying from the face of the Earth;
Something living people fail to do.
Most of my relationships are fake,
Empty chatter painted through thin walls.
Cold seats of lost warmth
Existing only in the coils of reality.
Together, eyes seep in the tiny
Openings of a new door
One can't go and close by one push.