I've lived through all the pain that kills
I've been stronger than most
I've never thought that I would feel this way
God's on my side but I just can't seem to trust him

I want to let him in but it's harder than I thought
I look around to see smiles on their faces
They see one on mine but, that doesn't make it real
Some smiles hide a thousand tears

Mine's the biggest
I'm not a good lier but I'm good enough to make people think I'm happy
I never wanted the pain
I didn't do anything to ask for it

The taunts
The laughs
The faces
The names

It all kills me inside
Music...
That's what has kept me here
Music....
Is a saving grace
Music....
Is my one and only life

Music is Me.