iwas just a baby who went crazy when the placenta didn't protect me

the from the weaning substition of the crack for the milk of my mothers breast

its sad how i had to fill in the blanks of my life like she fille in the blanks

of gun she use to tear apart my  life not a care int he world she had for her

baby girl  she sent her down the nile except pharoahs  daughter was being

bathed in the river called the nile  i waited for the pain to cease

i was not even the months of 16 and i had a crack addiction that

i couldn't treat iwas only a baby the teratogans she gave  me crazy

they labeled me

every dream of harvard poured down the dream every

scent of life tore out of me like wolf game

she was the predator

i was the prey

 but as i layed crack addicted as a baby lame 

the only thing i prayed on eas to see another day

i lay my head to sleep hoping for a better chance than the needle and

the pill she passed on to me 

she was my mother at least she was supposed to be in the end

 the truth the crack was my worst enemy it was the one from which

was concieved 

the one who injected her drug damaging the placenta

 letting satans teratogas flowinto me not caring or giving a  care for me 

she was my worst enemy i never wonder where she is or what

we could be cause its not possible

 the world not could would should  or was 

it's could've should've or would've and most definitely isnt 

 a mother love is stronger than the power and of anyone living like mary

 love for jesus when he the roman were killin 

so she claims no title of mother cause in the arms and from the

breast of another 

i learned to be a lover a women and a true mother 

yeah from the breast the mouth and  a life of another i call my mother i lover 

everyday i come home i got hug her 

i trust her and of i thank god for her its sad it was supposed to be you

but who knew 

so in love the crack you  contaminated  your miracle sack 

now im living and your in my past and i aint never looking back

cause from the heart of another

i recieved a mothers love 

you were nothing but the tree that concieved 

from birth i recieved a mothers love from the breast of another

i call my mother 

that's my story of my mothers love