The Most Authentic
It's 3 am and where Am I at?
Back on my high school track
Watching you blasting out anthems
While the whole school chants them
It's very cliché to say
But you spark up some my darkest days
But that gone away
You are always in my dreams
You miles away so you can't even tell me what it means
The most authentic girl you will ever see
Can never be with me
Seven years later I'm swimming with sharks
They act scary, but all they do is bark
All the while my spirit is getting colder
But I see you in my dreams regrets grow bolder
Now we're both older
The most authentic girl you will ever see
Can never be with me
So now my heart gets eaten away by hate
It is the only way I know to compensate
I know it makes no sense,
I love you, but I hate you
Cause I can never have ya
So now I give you the most authentic form of a heart displace
Cause I know I never hold her, and Im taking that to my grave.