Mosaic
Look child, real close now,
do those cracks reach your
unopened eyes?
You really can’t see, can you?
Her skin is not alabaster smooth,
her eyes not of one color
(In fact, there’s not one
that doesn’t reflect in
her view).
Ink stains her hands from
words, too afraid of capture
to escape the confines of her lips.
Scars riddle her form,
memories of childhood accidents or
unfortunate events.
A bruise on her knee from
a clumsy banging of her
living room coffee table this morning
(Meanwhile, your head was filled
with thoughts of her graceful stride).
You see a radiant smile
but ignore the lipstick on her teeth,
a result of not letting the world
see her without her mask,
but being too rushed to perfect it.
Noticed is the laughter
bubbling up from her throat, and
ignored is her silence
when her mind is running circles
(They say silence speaks
louder than words, but that
doesn’t matter if you’re deaf).
You long for the feel of soft hands
but don’t notice the chewed nails,
late nights of stressing having
unevenly worn them down.
Sure, her voice is beautiful
while singing the lyrics
of her favorite song, but
after hours of crying, not
a single word is in tune.
She’s not the painting
hanging on plain white walls,
the work of one artist
to be finished and forgotten
(You admire the beauty of a piece,
but there is plenty of art
to distract you in a museum).
You see her as a precisely
straight line, but if you look
you can see the knots
and frayed ends.
She’s a full collection,
both the positives and negatives
needed to develop her picture,
the puzzle you can stare at
for hours, and never
quite figure out.
She’s the mosaic built from
bits and fragmented pieces,
a collective project of
everyone that walks into her world
(Foolish, foolish you are
to accept boring perfection
instead of lovely complexity).