misunderstood
your misunderstood
not heard
walked on
you've turned your pain off
along with any emotion resulting in no trust and no love.
you don’t listen when I say I love you don’t pay attention when I worry
I’m just a name on a phone screen late at night while your in bed with a new face and a new body
i’m just a message on a dim screen in the daylight making sure you made it on time to your 8am class
i’m just a text.
i’m nothing more.
you don’t care you never did but why should I be any different then your
other faces and bodies
you just want something warm to lay beside you at night
and wont cry the next day cause you didn't call
you need someone who can walk away
but you see I cant cause I've tried and I always walk right back.
but unlike others I’m never the warm body that lays beside you cause I refuse to be someone
who will eventually be thrown away just like the rest of the faces before
your not a man for one woman
your a man for many women
I cant help but wonder if I could be the person you could change for but
you wont even say those 3 words to me but
I love you isn't hard for me to say to you.
your not misunderstood your shut off to me and world
so I gave up….
but that doesn't do me any good.
a part of me drifted away with you when those words came out of my mouth
So I know your busy and i know your with a new face and new body
but I just wanted to send you this text, just wanted to light your phone screen up one last time,
and tell you I’m along for the ride cause I love you enough to make you happier then me