Missing Childhood
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He loved alcohol
more than your love
Like ever guy ,he said
those words that made you cave in
Guess he thought it was enough
To make it work
To fall in love
But now here's the turn of event
NIne months later
There's a baby
And another lady
You see it was so fast
You seem it was so dumb
Now your living in regret
Wishing everything was like when you were friends,
Now he's walking out the door
Leaving you with a two-year-old
Damn how's it going to be
You with a baby at seventeen
Time to start over again
And you lay there with a broken heart
All this is tearing you apart
Years later your still running away from the pain
Coming home after dark
Smoking weed, puffing it up and doing other drugs,
Your used to coming home seeing
All the hidden pain
You keep denying
But keep on trying
Yet your lying to yourself
Pitying and saying ' I'm by myself'
And your praying to God
To never fall in love
But at the same time you don't believe in
The man up above
Your daughter has grown
Shes the beauty to the guys
The apple to the eye
She's everything you wanted to be
Shes got the A's and B's to succeed
And for that you have jealousy
She loves you
You hate her
You hitting her
Letting your boyfriend play her
But she still loves you and forgives you
But this sweet getsure disgusts you
To you she's so different
Now the cycle has started again
and to this there is usually no good end