I read so much

about everything under the sun

but I still don't have enough words

to tell you how much I love you. 

It doesn't surprise me

that you don't believe me.

But I am trying.

I am trying to recieve your forgiveness

But you won't even look at me.

One day soon,

I will show you how much you meant.

How much you mean.

How much you will continue to matter.

Because you matter. 

To me. 

To this world. 

To everyone and everything.