This is me
This is me
Just another mask wearing teen
tryig to make his way
in this crazy upside down nightmare
we call life.
This is me,
but I'll never let you see
what the pain does to me,
because everyone expects
for me to be
respectful and smart
no matter what I want.
This is me,
the marionette being pulled
a thousand different ways
by a million different strings.
All of which are telling me
to do different things that would make you
shudder at the thought
of not knowing who
you really are in this world
or what you want to do
with your life.
This is me,
The broken toy
that's been bruised
and discarded so many times
that there can be no trust
among the group of those
that call themselves
friends.
But when it comes down to it,
they all flee at the sight
of any real problems I start
to display.
This is me,
the real boy with real struggles
who tries to make life better
through the ordeals of
abusive parents
and all of the normal
problems every teenager
goes through this at some point.
These feeling of loneliness
in the midst of a crowd.
These feelings of hunger
when surrounded at a feast.
All just trying to calm our inner beasts.
We try to climb the tree
of life, that points to the clouds
and says,
"Isn't that neat?"
We all just try to get through
and not get beat,
but that was your introduction, and
This is me.