Never to be seen

A charade so keen

The true side of me

What a name to be

Something I'm not

To show what brought

Dark side so vast

Nothing can cast

A light so bright

That no one would fight

To save a poor soul

Who's heart is heavy with toll

So I put on a mask

Happy smile so chaske

To hide the pain 

That gets no gain

I maybe happy

But my life will be sappy