ok this isnt really a poem but just a way for me to vent my emotions for those who can relate
i saddens me that i cant cal you daddy
all those promises all thse lies
left me broken hearted and crying.
i thought you loved me and mommy
i guess not!
my first daddy daughter dance
my first talent show
you promised you would come you promised to be there
but you never showed..
i cried wondering why you werent there
i kept making excuses as to why you didnt show
but no i that i look back i relaize that it was all lies
i always used to think that it was my fault you were never here
like i pushed you away
do you know how many times i wished for you to be here!
how many time i begged mommy to take me to one of your so called football games
i remeber when you told me to come and we circuled the whole field looking for you
YOU WERENT THERE!!!
the whole way home i cried wishing i could have seen you
every father day i get sad cause i see all my friends with their fatherss
holding hands and seeing how much they love their dad
i always wanted to be able to say the words i love you daddy
but noo you werent there i never could!!!
you lost your only daughter because you coudnt be a man and stay to care for me
you lost her and its too late to get her back..