Lost And Confused

 I am so lost and confused,

I’ve lost my muse,

Oh what’s the use?

I can’t describe what I feel,

I’m rather empty,

I’m rather numb,

I can’t listen to you right now,

You are rather stupid,

In my eyes,

But wait,

You can’t leave,

I love you too much,

Why would you abandon me like that?

I hate you so much,

You are idiotic,

Demonic,

I swear I will kill myself,

If you leave me again.

No, please, I can’t,

I’m fine I promise.

Look at that tree,

It’s so beautiful.

That bird looks so happy and free,

I wish I wish I could be free,

I feel so lonely,

Everybody hates me,

Even me.

Don’t talk to me,

I’m not good enough.

How could you just leave me like that?

How can you be so cold to me?

What’s wrong with me?

How come I can’t keep it together?

Forget it, I’m done.

Don’t tell me what I can and can’t do!

I am a human being,

I know how to live my life!

I swear I will kill you!

Why did I say that?

What’s wrong with me?

This poem is about: 
Me

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