Losing Myself
Heart Palpitating
One second I am on top of the world
The next I am falling down on a whirlwind of emotions
I feel lost and I do not understand
My life is perfect, I have the grades and a good family
I am going crazy like I am walking on shattered glass
People stare and assume that oh she is just a pity
My brain and heart do not seem to connect with one another
After awhile I calm down but then it starts up again
My family just seems to ignore it
They just look and do not say anything for fear it may damage me
They see me as broken glass trying to pick up the pieces and pretend I am ok
I no longer know who I am