take me away

outside of this room

down the hill you drive up

and leave me on the curb

like a discarded piece of trash

for i would be safer there to die

than in your room

that smells of you and me 

mingling in ways

i never wished for

touching in ways

i never wanted

it is my time to not forgive 

but to despise myself

and my sobering body

in which you and you and you and i

have ruined

-i'm in ruins