I endured without you.

Every heartbreak.

Every tear shed.

Every pillow thrown.

I had others but I needed you.

I needed motherly advice and to be held when I cried.

You were a door locked by a key I did not posses.

You missed every moment of joy too.

My first date.

My first kiss.

My first love.

Every little achievement I wanted to share

But I didn't.

Maybe one day I will

So I'll keep waiting...