Live With My Mistakes
Tried it a few times; didn't think it would hurt
Never thought that I'd get caught in my own dirt
You said that you would love me
You said you'd always be there
but now that i look around you're not anywhere
You said it was jus one time; that we were having fun
and now you look with digust as my eyes water and run
I look back to that night the one meant just for pleasure
and how i never thought about the things i had to treasure
I gave in and slipped away not thinking of the time
not thinking of my future plans that should have been in mind
how did i know that things like this would happen
i should've been smart enough to know you'd leave me hanging
its been almost a year now and everything has changed
you've even found a new girl and changed your school nickname
i've had to change some things myself but im sure that you dont care
because the feeling that you had have nothing left to spare
nine months of humilitaion was my biggest reminder
of the choices that i made the night i played with fire
For nine months of my life i was reminded of my decision
now my time and life have gone under a critical division
My mother won't speak to me and my friends have shied away
all because of the careless decsions that i made
I have to turn my life around but not for my own sake
and by the way meet your son i call him baby Blake