Lights, Camera, ACTION!
Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain
But this is my story so Im going to show a different version
What if that person behind the curtain could hide all your pain
And in return it was a smile you gained.
Would it be okay for you to acknowledge them then
Would you go so far as to try and call them a friend
So I turn off the light and choose to take the stage
And thats when I took my name and gave it a change.
From Marissa to Lyrical I didn't give it much thought
It just help me deal with the feelings I constantly fought
The feelings that were tearing me inside out
I could get in front of millions and stop filling my head with doubts
Talk about how many cuts at one point I had on my body.
Guess at one point that was my hobby.
Its been 5 years since cuts have been placed on my skin
But it doesn't mean in 5 years my heart could mend.
My pencil and paper are now my tools
God gave me something that heals and that I can use.
Lights, camera action and I know its showtime
So I perform who I really am every time in my rhymes
The stage gave me comfort and kept me alive
So my goal is to use the curtain instead of tossing it aside
Yes I can admit that the curtain was where I once would hide
I have to admit it was once a beautiful disguise
But its more fun to come to the surface and be informing
Channeling all my heart and soul into performing
To teach people that you don't have to take down the curtain
Just use it to show the world you have a gift for certain.
So sit back and smile and enjoy what comes when the curtains lift
And clap your hands to the beat as I share my gift.