A Letter to My Father
Dear Father,
I always knew I was lucky to have you
for you have a soulful heart.
I have always been aware of that, even from the start.
As I've grown up, you've taught me many things:
from fishing to driving to having fun
and embracing all that life brings.
Your laugh is contagious
and your heart is pure gold.
Such qualities that follow you your whole life
only get better as you grow old.
If only I knew how to put into words
all that I want to say,
to express how loved you are
on this special day.
Many years ago, you got very sick.
If we'd lose you, we didn't know.
But then God decided
it wasn't your time to go.
I have learned since then
that every day with you is borrowed time.
Nothing lasts forever.
Not your life, not mine.
My father, my friend,
my young years here
are slowly coming to an end.
Please don't be afraid
to let me go
because I need to spread my wings
in order to grow.
My father, my friend,
you will always be important to me
and remain in my heart,
no matter the distance
when we're apart.
My father, my friend,
If one day you can't attend my wedding day,
don't fret, for I know
you'll be watching from the sky anyway.
My father, my friend,
if one day you can't meet your grandkids
or hear them cry,
don't worry about them,
don't even sigh.
Because they won't have to meet you
or sit down and hear it
that you're their grandfather
when they are filled with your spirit.
I know I'm as much of you
as they will be.
Your laugh, your smile, your eyes will pass on
as well as your personality.
But my father, my friend,
we cannot speculate
on the future, only articulate
on the present date.
So my father, my friend,
I shall tell you this:
you fill my heart with joy
and my life with eternal bliss.
And when I'm 85,
my life coming to an end,
I will remember
that you were my very best friend.
My father, my friend,
I'm here to tell you today
what you need to know
every single day.
If there ever comes a day
where I don't get to say
my last goodbye
before you pass away,
remember that I love you still
for I always have
and I always will.