Damn,

I've been through so many things in my life

That I can't care anymore

Inside I feel like a whale

That's been washed up on shore

Desperate

Hopeless

Desolate

I tried to look at my heart

but there is really nothing left of it

And I can't even cry for the things that i've lost

cause inside there was a battle and that battle was fought

with evil

trying to win with no matter the cost

and when evil won

I felt my heart harden over

with frost

When I was younger

I used to do stupid things to attract attention

Then I sat and waited

like an old man awaiting his pension

But over the years

it became less and less

So I started smoking weed

to relieve the stress

I was in the East

but then I moved over to the West

and that was when I was introduced to the best of the best