Leave It In The Past
People wonder what my problem is
And of course when I say people I mean my friends
I don't think that I have a problem at all
Cause it's plain to see that its just me being me
But stil I must explain
Why I act this way
Even though its not hard to see
That I'm just as plain as day
You see my father left when I was only three
For a lady who I always thought was mean
But what do you expect
She broke me family in two
And had me singing the blues
Not ony did the situation break my family in two
But it broke me in two
Broke me down
Ripped me in half
Had me feeling oh so bad
So I did what any other kid would do
After I got done being sad
I got mad
And said , " To hell with my dad!
I don't need him in my life!",
He disturbed my peace of mind
And he was always telling me lies
I was so angry with him
And I needed to release my feelings towards him
So I yelled
I screamed
I cried
And I cursed
Until there was nothing left
I sat, calmed down, and thought
About how funny this was
He really had us fooled
Talking about how he loves me ,
My momma
And my sisters too
How dare he play us that way?!
Like we were his toys
Talking with us as if he cared
Laughing with us as if he was happy
Hugging us as if he wanted to
Hugging me!
Kissing me!
Saying that I'll allways be your babygirl
Niggah please!!
You have the audacity to touch me?!
Be near me ?!
I'm not stupid
I wasn't born yesterday
Yeah I may be young
But look at who's still trying to play these games
Your tricks won't work on me
I know everything about you!
I'm not the fool!
I leave that position open for you
I may be young but I know some things about you
Like how you dragged my mom out of the car
And kicked her out of the house
In the middle of cold nights
All of this happening while she was pregnant
WITH ME!!
You left me when I was only three
Broke my heart in two
Had me singing the blues
Yeah I got issues
But I have them because of you
Just because I have issues though
Doesn't mean i'm going to turn out ike you
You won't ever catch me in jail
Asking for bail
Again I find it funny how you cheated on my mother
With someone who could NEVER hold a candle to her beauty
I advise you to never wed again
Because once you say ' I do'
It's until DEATH do you part
Not until some female spreads her legs apart
My relationship with males haven't been the greatest
Simply because you were the fakiest
I'm so afraid of getting hurt
That I check any nigga who lurks
But you wouldn't know that
Because when was the last time you were in my life ??
It's amazing how pathetic you look now
All because you regret ever choice you made
We know you miss her
Want her
Desire her
And most likely still love her
I'd tell you that I feel for you
But then I would be lying
So now that you know my story
Yeah, I guess you could say that I have a few probems
But y'al wouldn't have me any other way