At Least I'm Trying
Nevermind what the haters say
(Since I'm a hater, anyway).
I try to be romantic but I
can't help it when I'm frantic
I'm only hoping you don't panic
When I become manic
depressive successive days without creative success
So pardon the mess I'll address
While I attempt to undress
the layers of your mind
Strip those thoughts shyly hiding in your eyes
I'll remind myself why
my time is getting shorter,
these disorders cross borders
of living more in the shorter path.
I beg of you to stand it
despite lack of understanding
It's just hard seeing you fly,
when I keep crash landing.
Maybe next time I'll look into your eyes,
giving access to the mind
which procreates with the lives we find.
Little did we know, we're just really little.
I'm sorry to piddle on
this life that's such a riddle
Take a step into the middle,
Let insignificance consume you;
So before you assume your
placement in this world,
maybe we are worth a chance
on the moon.