This really sucks.

But it's so cool at the same time.

It's hard.

But I'm making progress!

I wish I were normal.

I'm smart enough to learn.

I'll let obsession be passion.

Passion will be discovery.

Discovery will be knowledge.

Knowledge will be wisdom.

Wisdom will be freedom!

Or

I hope it will.

This really sucks.

But it's so cool!