Learning
I know what it's like to be hurt.
You give your all until there is nothing left to give.
If you could you would of gave him your last shirt.
But there's more to life to live.
That's what we try to tell ourselves.
But a flashback pops up in your head
You realize he really wasn't good for your health.
The dangerous and confusing life he had lead
Caused your own personal life to go down in a spiral.
What if he was never your soul mate
He was only there to steal your joy and that was vital.
Now you fill yourself with self-hate
I could of never let him in... you say
I will never say I love you ..
But you did anyway
So what is there left to do?
Sit around and be upset that he was just another waste of time?
I can't beat myself up, I had no clue
that i'd be just another girl in line
waiting for his attention
waiting for him to love me
But did I forget to mention..
He never opened his eyes to see
That I could of been all he ever needed
his back bone , his heart.
his eyes when he needed to be leaded
I always saw the good in him from the start.
silly me...
he really did a number on my heart.