I'm supposed to be the solider 

who never blows her composure. 

Even when I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. I Don't shed a tearThough it's my heart that's in fear. I'm stranded on this island,with no one to confide in. sure i have you!and you're not my number two!!But I fail you everydayIn every which way, How could you use me anyway? So I've built up a wallhoping you can't see when I fall,Out here it's roughAnd im trying to be tough! I can't live without you nowyou're everything I know how,I stay strong til the nightThough it'll take all my fight. I don't need money, nor famecompared to you everything is lame! I'll Lean on JesusFor its him who frees us.And I'll Bow my head to pray To make it through this day.