I watched in fear as he tore my heart out of my chest

There was nothing I could hear but his haunting words.

I never loved you

I felt broken. He stabbed me in the heart and worse he lied about it.

I cried and cried again all those tears for the painful years.

unspoken words after the attack had me wondering had he really meant that?

I tried to beg I really did but at that he never turned back.

I remember watching his icy,cold eyes
that's when I caught a hold of all those lies.

He never really loved me
I mine as well never be

I looked at the belt that lay in the corner am I really that much of a push over?

I look to the ceiling whilst the belt remained in my hands.

I will never start healing, this pain is unbearable. Maybe a permanent vacation to the wonderlands.

The blood trickles down his hands.
This is his doing. 
Not mine.
Why didn't he give me his time?

He had enough for that other woman....