The Kerosene Angel
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You dress up in plastic and kerosene
And tell yourself a couple diamonds will fix that bump
But now your man is saying you’re too skinny
Oh well, love is overdone
And Hell has enough demons for everyone
You indulge in their guilty pleasures
They take you when you’re sixteen
And they love you while you’re seventeen
So you keep wrapping yourself in plastic
And tear down your silver linings
What aren’t you sleeping with?
These diamonds will stop falling one day
But the demons can’t get enough of you
Because they love us when we’re young
But when we’re wise, we’re not enough
You create an image for yourself
Out of film and skin and more skin
And you tell yourself that someone will light you on fire
But you’re just made of body parts
You’re just a pawn in their spotlight
You know they’ll always win
They auction you when you’re eighteen
And they pose you while you’re nineteen
But you keep filling their damn cups
And you drink for the rush
What aren’t you breathing in?
You’re blinded by matches and film
While the crows keep eating at your flesh
Because they love us when we’re young
But when we’re wise, we’re not enough
You’re every guardian angel’s nightmare
You were once so handsome and limitless
You once told me the world would never end
Whose bridges aren’t you burning?
Why do you make me want to burn?
I need to know we’ll find a way
You make me want to die for you
At least then you’ll have another life
You make me want to light you on fire
So bright that the demons will run away
You dress up in plastic and kerosene
But I know all you need is to turn twenty
Because by then I’ll be a memory
By then I’ll be your last chance to sing about
And you’ll be every guardian angel’s dream