Its not so much the feeling.

Or the peoole.

Or the specific place.

It might be the situation.

Or the things.

Or something in your head.

But i dont really know what it is.

It could be anything.

But know its the feeling.

It cant be.

I wont let it be.

I cant let it drag me down like it always does.

I cant.

I wont let it.

I cant drown again.