i kno its about to start....
I feel a sadness in my heart
No not again...
i hate these days!!
Breathing deeply an tellin myself its ok...
dont help this cronic anxiety go away!!
The drive to shop is the worst...
Negative thoughts is what i hear first!!!
Walking in is even harder....
I walk so fast till i cant walk any faster!!
Quickly grab what i think i need...
To the check out i proceed
Hopeing nobody notices me.....
Invisible is what i wish i could be !!!
Yes its all done...
Heading to the doors so fast its kinda like a run!!
Now get to the car quick as u can....
No no not a car i have to stop n stand this even makes sweat drip from my hand
Finally in tha car....
Home isnt far!!
Gripping my stearing wheel...
Till nuckles turn white!!!
Nearly hyperventilating....
Like i have just come from a fight!!!
I hate public places....
Especially looks from unknown faces!!
When i get home I head straight for my bong...
Put on music listen to my song !!!
Start to calm down...The anziety starts to drown !!