Just So You Know
I'm looking at our old pictures
They remind me of what we had
But I never thought after I left,
That it would hurt me this bad.
I don't see you very often
But when I do it breaks my heart
How can we smile so brightly
When we're both torn apart
I try so hard to forget it all
And I keep trying to let it go
But our memories will remain
And that's something we both know.
I can't go outdoors
Even the air reminds me of you
I try to take a deep breath
Thats challenging too
I'm just sitting here thinking
What if I change my ways
But then I realize
It was you all of these days
I can't say I was perfect
Because I know I'm not
But you acted like you were
Without a second thought
They say it takes two to tango
But what if one refuses to dance
Thats why I left
You never gave us a chance.
Love is truly an action word
It's something you have to show
But it was only a word to you
You kept me on the low
You actually have to care
Let me know that I'm somebody
Because when your pride gets in the way
I feel like your seasonal hobby.
It takes a mistake to open your eyes
I really hope I did that for you
Because now I'm gone forever
And you already knew.
How did you manage to lose me
I put up with so much
I believed everything you said
Compliments, lies, and such
But I'll be alright.
I found someone to love
Just know it's not you
That I'll be thinking of.