Just A Game
“Just A Game”
By SnøwySøul
11/6/19
Is it alright if I ask
What was the purpose of wearing that mask
When all you wanted
was to hurt me, to reveal and unmask
When I showed you the real me
Glimpses of what I used to be
Leaving me in full vulnerability
And endless sea
Of what could’ve been we
I let you see inside
My heart on display, open wide
You saw all of the hurt and denial
The pieces all apart
Of my broken heart
And all of those countless hours
That you’d claimed to be ours
Staring into my eyes
Whispering lies
My heart was in your hands
The hands that held another’s
And apparently we were not we
And you had never wanted to be.
You lied about it
Like you did about it all
You faked that sh*t
While you were secretly building a wall
My broken self on one side
Crying a river, crying a sea
Thinking of the illusion
That we used to be
And you, the magician, on the other
Your only magic lying
Watching the my replacement buying
All of your old tricks
The old tricks that shed my shell
A shell made of tough lies
Lies that you uncovered
While you acted as my lover
Now you’re with her
In a place we once were
Ask yourself, “how long?”
Before she realizes that it’s all wrong
Because now she’s like me
Slowly stripped piece by piece
By an illusionist,
Or a game maker
Who believes that it is
All
Just
A
Game.