The first year they told me that it would be the most difficult because it would influence my future.
At first I took it as a joke--
who would've thought the the fourth year I would be begging for mercy—oh yeah the teacher and counselor,
they told me that I have to show how smart I could be.
I didn't get it back then,
cause all I thought was,
“what can a piece of paper do to my future”
until that day came.
Now I'm stressing out think how I'm going to do it for my degree,
all I want to do is scream and shout—to stop it all, that I need to breath—,
to give me a break.
Everything is spinning,
it is making my world turn around and around,
I don't know what to hold on to.
I need someone to help guide me through this year.
This year there is going to be big changes to my life.
During this time it is where I can see who are by my side.