It's Yours Now
Hang on, let me just let out one last drop.
Take one more sip for me, it's alright.
Suck it up until its ready to stop
and you feel like you can climb to the top
it's okay, just let me fall and give up the fight.
Strength is vain and I have no need
When nothingness nears me
I'll grab it tight and you can take heed
that I'll be happy you take all I bleed
to breathe another day and be.
I have accepted it and that's okay,
I'm happy to bleed for you
so you can love the break of day
but I ask you just leave me where I lay
so the vultures can have their meal too.
It's okay, I'm alright, I swear.
I'll be better by day break
when I no longer have to care
when I have done what I once would not dare.
when my joy I no longer have to fake.
As it all run out,
feel pleasure I leave you
doing what I have always been about
I leave you in no ill bout
but instead I leave to please you.
Be happy, I promise, I hold no ill will.
These are my honest wishes for you.
I wish you happiness that overflows until
you are always smiling, even when you are over the hill,
remembering the days when we had each other and my love was true.
If I leave you tonight,
know my spirit flows through your veins
and I know you may not always fight
but know that my spirit will help you through the night
and although I couldn't get through, I'll never let you feel my pains.