I still remember that day;
tried to block it out or destroy the cells
holding it but
alcohol is a scattershot anyway

I remember when she let me cut my balls off
right in front of her, self
destructed, us destructed.
that was when I stopped
humping at the world's leg
and laid defeated
all day

I'm still here, pouring the
mirror my manhood
investigating my smooth groin
all because

she had to be born with that ___
and she let me sleep next to her my
blinders on but not
as much as you'd think
5 AM love eruption followed by
a gallon of sweat and a marathon
sprint
oh god