Its great how you use to be great
You seem happy which is great and all
But I just had to ask, because you have left me wondering, has the guilt got to you yet?
Or do you push it aside, completely ignoring these conflicting memories, every detail,
in and out
the opposite of what I have been doing
Because for the last month, maybe even a llittle more, I have been a stubborn mess
Hopelessly waiting