It's Cold Outside
It's cold outside
My fingers are starting to numb
My heartbeat is slowing down
At this time
It's late at night
My eyes are starting to run
The time is passing me by
And I try
I try to reach out to you
Won't you give me some room
Won't you save me soon
It's cold outside
I don't know what to do
What's wrong with you or I
Are we just passing the time
It's cold outside
and my hands are growing colder
My bodies shivering
I'm waiting for you, for what
I'm not sure
How would you help
Could you bring me back to life
Could you stop the shivering
Could you turn back time
Before the cold
but it's cold outside
I don't know what to do
I could go inside
but I'm outside for you
I keep on, keep on waiting
My body keeps on shaking
as the hours go by
It's cold outside
Why can't I think clearly
or go inside to warm
My eyes have stopped running
but my nose starts again
You could warm me up
Or show me that you care
That I'm not just some chore
You check me off somewhere
You could tell me that I'm yours
Remind me why you're mine
You could show me that you love me
and that could make me warm
You could take me inside
lead me to the way
So I won't feel so lost
sitting here all day
I'm not tired, I'm just chilly
the air is getting cold
I'm trying to stay still
It's cold outside
Do you know I want you to come?
Back to see me now
Not tomorrow or sometime
Not the next day or the next?
But when you drove away
to just come back again
I'm so cold without you
and my hands are getting numb
Am I waiting for a reason
or are my reasons just dumb
It's cold outside
but I still think that you're coming
To shoo the cold away
To take me in your arms
and make it all okay
How could I act so hopeless
How could my eyes still leak
Why would they even do that
My mind is feeling weak
Why would I care so much
For someone not my own
For someone not my family
Have I put you on a thrown
It's cold outside
and I don't think you're coming
but I still want to wait
I want you to come see me
to put this day behind
It's cold outside
Or is it me
I went inside to change
I only took my shoes off
and came back anyway
I'm thinking of to shower
and come and wait some more
I know it must be strange
That I'm right outside my door
I didn't want to have to ask
I wanted you to know
I think you had come back
it would have shown you cared
We could have started over
Like that day part wasn't there
but I have your number
Sitting in my hand
and suddenly you call me
to say the day hasn't gone as planned
but that the day is over
and you're takling in my hand
I still want to see you
To stay up just some more
To end this day right
When it feels like it's so wrong
It's cold outside
and I've come to sit some more
sitting on the patio
right outside the door
I've finally texted you a question
I wanted you to ask
but I know that you're tired
and I don't want to drive some more
so I would come to you
and sit outside your door
but I feel like you won't answer
Or you'll fall asleep
Or you might show up
which is what I had wanted
but now I want something else
All those times you've kept me up
All those times I stayed pass one
and now you are too tired
For me for just this one
For me to come to you
to be knocking at your door
Just to warm up
I know you've been up for hours
I'm trying to understand
and now I think you're through
Answering my messages
and reaching the phone with your hand
I've stopped shivering
I could stand the cold
If it meant that you were here
If I had waited for a reason
I just want you to answer
I just want to see your face
but just answer either way
because it's fucking cold outside
and I'm sitting here like a dork
Like a love-struck idiot
waiting for her man
Like there was just a spider
Like I want to hold his hand
Like simple things I would need him
I just don't want to feel upset
and I don't know what to do
I don't want to go to sleep
I want to drive to your house
but it's getting so late
I might be coming to my senses
It's several texts too late
I wish I was clearer sooner
of how it'd be too late
I have to wake up early
but caffeine would be my cure
and the day wouldn't have ended
with me waiting by my door
But I don't think that he's coming
But I can't be sure
and I don't want to be crying
If he shows up at my door
He's already gone to sleep
He would've seen the text already
Why wouldn't he just respond
Do I have to ask for answers
When I thought I asked a question
It's cold outside
and the cold can't give me answers
but I think that you're not coming
so I'm entering the door
I won't see him tomorrow
the next day or the next
All I had was this night
but he didn't get my text
On the inside I'm still cold
and my feet are feeling strange
I'm afraid to take a shower
on the off chance that he's changed
that he'd show up at my door
and I won't be there waiting
I hate this hesitating
and there's no sleep in sight
I'm not even tired
and it's not that late at night
Maybe he doesn't know
Maybe I didn't tell him
That I won't see him tomorrow
Or later that day
Or the next when he's done school
Or the time after that
Or the day after time
because I'll be busy
or be spiteful
Now he texts me he won't stay late
Now he says that he's not coming
I'm not going back out there
The day is done and over
and I still feel ill
and now I feel so cold
I should have just drove over
and composed myself
Not have given him a choice
Not having not have known
Not have waiting at my door
but I realize I'm still waiting
just not outside my door
and over a few feet
Laying on the floor
It's cold outside
and I know it's getting late
I just wanted him to try
To turn around this day
It's cold outside