It Was Almost A Year
No regrets
No words to explain my thoughts,
my feelings,
my words.
Word’s I use to describe us
good emotions
bad emotions
things inbetween that were just too perfect to explain.
I imagined our future
but life as you know it
doesn’t happen like that
at least in reality.
The reality is
you left
but you never left me
completely
I didn’t even know why we still talked
we always beat around the bush
we fought like old lovers
I the jealous ex
You the protective advisor
I the limit pusher
You the calm of the storm
We started over again after these tiffs
ignoring the white elephant in the room
nothing but a mere memories of the past.
The past
the many firsts
the many directions we had spun
and then
stopped...
In the midst of my memories, our memories and whirry thoughts
I remembered why we stayed
I stared up at the sky
the stars were so bright
but so was the moon
I remembered
like the ying and the yang
you were the moon and I was your sun
my moon I look up to every night in the sky that we shared
still share
today