you burn my tongue like hot tea

and the sugar I'd use to soothe the sting will only make my teeth fall out

and and and

ok

fuck, I've loved you for a long time

fuck. 

I've loved you forever.

and fuck, I miss you

I miss your smiling eyes and I miss wishing your hand was in mine

this pain doesn't help me create anymore

instead it's just hollow, empty, echoing

and instead I feel like a firework with a broken fuse

the spark fizzles out halfway there

harmless, harmless