A lot is how much I miss you,
it seems like your time just flew.
Eventhough there was warning,
it did nothing cease my mourning.
I have always wanted to say goodbye,
better yet, I said she didn't have to die.
I wish you could come back to me,
Though it's better to let your angel wings fly free.
Why do you have to be gone,
I haven't seen you in so long.
I sometimes pretend that you are just outside playing,
as with a gaping hole I stay laying.
I miss you baby brother,
I'm lifeless like rubber.
I still cry all the time,
its a wors pain than to just whimper or wine.
After all your sickness and pain,
most people still think it's just a game.
Like cancer is something you can win,
as long as you don't quit or give in.
But that is not true,
the person who never gave up was you.
When you we're dying in Daddy's arms,
we were all screaming like alarms.
Mom drove the car through a 20 at 108,
despite our greatest efforts, we were too late.
I cried as you turned cold,
you were only 3 years old.
At your funeral I gave you a heartbreaking kiss,
but seeing you again is nothing more than a wish.