Why can't I talk as much as I want to

I feel as though I'm the sun that got eclipsed by the moon

Engulfed by the shadows is too much for me to handle

Cause it feels like I'm in a constant battle

Without a light or candle

So every day as I wake

I have to be cautious of not making a mistake

If I were the consequences would be grave

Which is why my mouth is like a sealed case

Protecting everyone from the words that are sprayed

Yet because of this, I live in a world of isolation

Where nobody knows the perils that I'm facing

If I talked more it would probably be better

But I'm an introvert man so that seems like never