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I hate my reason for living.
I hate that the only reason I get out of bed in the morning is for other people.
I have no self motivation.
I have no hope left for the future.
I used to be so bright and full of life.
I used to be the thing that got my mom out of bed in the morning.
Now i lay down beside her.
Now i stay here to rot.
No one needs me here for me.
No one acually cares about me.
Not a night goes by I don't think about ending it.
Not a night goes by I dont try.
This poem is about:
Me