What other way do I feel less intensity, It is my way of going over in reminiscence. The more objects blocking my way in life, just gives me more reason to write. I have been writing poetry for as long as I can remember, it is the only way I don't have to surrender. Surrender to the public and people around me that is, it is the feelings they will only miss. Dark deep thorough thoughts run through my mind like a cat chasing a mouse, fast quick and easy. Anything I can write down, just gives me less grief latley. Pain is the only thing I turn to sometimes, so writing helps me heal that. Writing poetry will bring me to my happy place, a place where I can just be free, and there is no need to worry. So what other way can I feel less intensity about life and the pain of the past, well that is writing.