In a way she is the same hints of normalcy shine through the absorbent desire to completely reform herself into a being other than herself, and by herself, she means only that of which they know her as because she has always been a tad bit disturbed, a little bit haunted, somewhat estranged, but that is an understatement Her entire life needs to be reiterated in a way that will compel them all to listen to what before has always been silenced Although, never before spoken. There is no question, it has occurred she is disturbed.