Inside a Confused Mind
The innocence you share with me,
surrenders in empty bliss.
I fall in a fantasy,
float in a toxic sky.
Maybe I’m just a poison
you can’t let go of.
The world inside my heart
dances to disillusionment’s edge,
for your spirit starves for silence.
It’s hard for me to beat
my addiction to you;
it’s masochistic
how I keep my love in a bottle
while you run your arms through her hair.
You’re better in your shackles,
and I’m sick with the consequences.
Don’t stand in my light,
you’ll ruin my sunshine.
My tiger tongue is a mess for you,
but beauty kills vanity.
I imagine my lifetime
will run away with the music
into the tragic night.