Inhale. Hold. Exhale. Exhale. Inhale. Hold.I keep breathing you in. You float into my lungs.My body tingles The bittersweet taste of you on my tongue. My throat burns and my head is spinning.The room shifts left and right,The light changes,from bright to dark,Dark to bright so silent I can hear the beating of my heart. Chills run through my body as I continue to inhale. The pain enhances.The emotions I wanted to forget is now all that I feel. Mind too high,Feelings too low. Wishing this heart was steel,Hoping soon that I won't have to feel. Praying someday to forget. Inhale. Hold. Exhale. Pac told me to inhale the good shit and to exhale the bullshit,But why can't I hold onto you long enough to make you the good shit? Can I hold you in long enough to turn this whole thing around?Should I even fucking try just for you to let me down?Higher and higher my mind goes. Inhale. Exhale. I love you more than you'll ever know.