Dear, my love

I am sorry and I know I've said that millions of times but I mean it this time.

I regret how I've treated you after I fell into this pit of self hate and needing to be in control. I love you. I truly do but I have abused you and have beyond killed you for my own gain. I am aware how I was (hell still am) but i shal change and show that I do love you and I will stop with the cutting,strangling,and beating.

Sincerely your very remorseful husband,

Yourself