I’m sorry

I’m sorry im not the perfect man for you

I'm sorry im not problem or drama

Free like everyone is

I'm sorry i make mistakes

I'm sorry i fell for your traps

Your false hope

Your fake words

Your lies

 

I'm sorry i loved you

I'm sorry i truly cared about you

I'm sorry i saw a future with you

That we could have been together forever

Apparently i was wrong wasn't i

 

I'm sorry i was the only one there

To listen to your problems

That i helped you when you were

Feeling down

Even though you never helped me

Did you

 

I'm sorry i still break down every time

Something reminds me

Of you

I'm sorry i thought someone like me

Could be with someone like you

Someone who lies and

Uses people

I'm sorry i spent all my time

Trying to fix you

And in doing so broke myself

 

I'm sorry im annoying

I'm sorry i act like

i care when i don't

You changed me to be

That way

I'm sorry that i still fall

In love to fast

Even though I've been hurt

So many times

But that's just me

It's just who i am

Everything i do now

that's different than before

Is because I've been hurt by

You and so many many others

And i may always be sorry

For the things i couldn't change

But i will never be sorry for

The words i said when

I was done

Done being hurt

Done breaking inside

Done lying to myself

Telling myself i'm happy when im not

 

I'm sorry

Is that what you want me to say?

Want me to feel bad for hurting you

when that's all you ever did to me

I guess you didn't truly want

My help

My compassion

My sympathy

And for that

I'm not sorry