I love you with all my heart. I truly believe you are my soulmate. I am having a hard time. I feel I have no support. mom, Chaz, and lesbian lover continue to use in the house.you still looking for a form of high. Weed and boozes. This is not me. I am calling out for help. But no-one is there for me. You say we are a team, and when you get talked to, you show me. But then you pull away. I don't know what to do anymore. I need not your money but your love and affection. Wdoing that are your real feelings? What are you hiding? What am I doing to deserve the cold shoulder 7 years a. You was honest open. Ago we didn't argue or fight. We were happy and we were going be honest but but our heads take over .we connected so well 7years ago. You used to stay the night. Used to be a gentleman. Open doors. Pull out chairs. Sweet talk ladies. Loyal. Give attention. Give romance and make love. You make my heart skip a beat. But lately depression has killed us and out team . My heart physically aches . Tears stream down my face and it doesn't even faze you